It was only one, then it was two, and suddenly there were more than three stories. Stories in your life, filled up your day, cheer and sadden you throughout the time, stories to remember...they were real, just only there was no written word for them. In the end? They were left and forgotten with the time you passed by. 

Or was it the time that passed you by? playing tricks on you, making you forget, and grow old, with a few traces left of good memories. Just like an hourglass, burying the memories within.. of what you've been through, of what you treasure the most, your first time riding your bike, your first drawing, your first crush, your first heartbreak, your first success, your first failure, your first meeting with your friends, those precious memories. How will you be able to recall all of them?

Fortunate for you, those who keep a journal about yourselves; your life, your memories. Your memories are there to keep you warm, as a reminder of how you used to be, how stupid and reckless your decision was, and how they are worthy in the end anyway. No matter how painful it was, in one point in the future you would look back at those writing and recall them, with a smile in you face. 

What's there to say? Keep writing dear friends. Words are powerful enough, you can bring out the memories out of them. 
I'm writing this because I've been skipping posting about things I want to tell, like the sleepover with my friends, the freaky guy on my class who winked at me, the rush on my marketing assignment, and so many little things I just can easily forget in 2 weeks time. So, don't give up on writing. Your memories lives in every word of your writing. 

In other words, Just write damn it!  : )

I just know a little bit more about myself today. I learn that I got really, REALLY frustrated if I didn't do anything productive for one day when I have so much things to do. I have assignments, I just started one while I have 3 right now. Plus, I didn't know being secretary would be this difficult. I kind of losing passion in the event we are working, because I don't believe myself if I can do my job properly. 

Last time I can do anything last minute, why am I being frustrated now? I want to do things early because I don't want to be stressed and pushed to the limit in last minute but now I am doing it early and still no difference. I used to do something without planning it, or I'll be EXTRA flexible with my plan but now If I can't stick to my plan of the day, then I'll become real upset. Stupid. I feel like I have changed a lot in the last 2 years, but I also feel like I'm not improving anything at all..D'oh!! 

I slipped and fell down from the bathtub to the bathroom floor and now my legs are covered in blue spots of bruises. Oh no. My beautiful leg /orz.

I was thinking it's no big deal, but now it pains me at night when I'm sleeping. I WANT MY SLEEP DAMNIT : O

oh and on the brighter side. I went karaoke with my highschool musical friends and it was a blast!! It was total fun it was worth the drama in the end of the day!

We sang a lot LOT of things. Usually just after the first chorus and we skip to the next songs. LOL, lazy people.
When the song "With You" by Chris Brown was played, me and Rani was really into it. 
and Megha was really into the song "Sekuntum Mawar Merah" (A Red Rose) hahahaa.. Go dangdut!!
Qwita was singing songs from paramore, PCD, and...britney spears' 'Pieces of Me' . hahahaha.

THEN WE SANG WESTLIFE SONGS!! HAAHAHAHAH. They are eastar  favorite boyband!!

After karaoke, we went to eat and takes a lot of photos , before I went with my family to do some SUPER SHOPPING ON THE SUPERMARKET!! YAYY!

Anyway, happy birthday sapigila  , hope you enjoy your 19th year!!

Happy new year everyone!!! It had been an okay year overall, but it changed my life a lot. 
The things that I really grateful of 2008 are;

1. I've got myself an amazing boyfriend
2. My results are satisfyingly good. hahaha.
3. My family has been financially stabile, and overall has been in a great health condition
4. I've been able to keep in contact with my friends!  &heart;

And for the GREAT LIST of My New Year Resolution!!!

 1. Make a financial report

2. Start exercising, be it jogging or swimming.

3. Saving money each day, even if it’s only 10 cent per day (and I’m NOT going to use it)

4. Pray regularly. (Especially the morning one.)

5. Going to learn coding language by myself.

6. Change my eating pattern, and start to eat vegetables (though one hahaha).

7. Write blog more often. I really need to sharpen up my skill on writing (and bullshiting).

8. Be more productive. I (will) draw, draw, draw again!

9. If in any chance, I could get a guitar in Malaysia, I will play it again. 

10. Hang out more with friends and appreciate them. I have been spending most of my time with my boyfriend.

11. Be an independent but still caring girlfriend.

12. Read inspiring blogs/sites/books/article that can motivate me.

 13. Explore/learn new interest or skill! 

Here I come 2009!!

I wish you all the better and wealthier year! HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! *celebrates*

Oh, me? I was just hanging out with my friends eastar , sapigila , nur, tia and my family in my house while karaoke ing with every energy we have. hahahaa. Too bad haloalkana  and haku_tsu  can't join us.

Had sleepover with my gfs from junior high school. I missed your fuckin guys! Had a really good laugh with them. I felt nostalgic that sometimes I want to go back to those moments. We exchanged stories and gifts. Total fun! 

We had talked about stupid things we do and animes. Suddenly I have the urge to listen to anime songs again. Digimon! hahahaha. 

Got into another pointless, and going nowhere fights with my bf. Hfft...cape ah. 

And and and I want to draw again....but I always stop after finished making the faces LOL. Maybe I'll post my drawings again sometime soon... (IF i manage to finish it).

I hate it when he's being pessimistic.

I hate it even more if he makes me feel pessimistic with his pessimistic-ness : /

I hate it that my positiveness is going down with his negativity! Urgh. Gotta stay neutral...gotta stay positive!

anyway,

I want harvest moon exciting animal march! I want to marry Harvest God!  YES, a MALE version of harvest goddess!! He's fricking hot. *and I'm just being HBL

I lost my old cat, Belly. I was so sad, I even tried to find tips on how to find lost cat on google but I was kind of feeling hopeless  on finding him : /

And so, I adopted a new cat from a shelter. She is about a year old. She doesn't bite, she doesn't meow much, but she meow more than Belly. Her name is Ecci. (Eci! Eci! C, C, Charlie, Charlie*loh)  she was named so from her previous owner who put her into adoption in the shelter because they can no longer take care of her. The people from the shelter told us not to let her out of the cage for the first few weeks.

But I let her out. I kept her in a locked room, or close all the windows and doors while she wonders in the house. This morning, though, she turned out missing! Oh boy, what a hell of a search, since she didn't meow if we call her (it takes all my morning energy calling her name like some crazy neighbor).

Nearly 12 hours later we found her meowing in the roof. How did she manage to go there?

After I rescued her (which is not really that hard) I put her in the living room and closed all the doors/windows. When all the family members didn't pay attention, she was missing again! And it's not even an hour yet!! WHAT THE HELL!! 

We found her on the rooftop (AGAIN) but this time, she was on the NEIGHBOR'S rooftop, which was separated with mine by a sharp fence. Seriously, it was some kind of a rescue. We can't lure her with the food even though she's hungry, so we had to force her out of there through squared-bars and short sharp fence. I was fortunate she doesn't bite, or scratch, but she was trying to escape and none of my family members are really helpful (they don't want to touch the cat -__-;;) It was kind of late so we couldn't ask for the neighbor's help.

After a long fight, my mom came and help me get her outta there. In the end? I put her in the cage and locked her for good. (Man, I sound like the bad one here),

( The troublemaker )

Liat ini deh. http://tw.youtube.com/watch?v=CJr-CKII4T8
nampol banget. 

 First I want to give myself applause for a rather unproductive weeks of holiday.  

/indonesian mode


Ini list yg gw pengen lakukan waktu liburan:
- Olahraga
- Diet *iya bgt deh
- Belajar masak *krn pengen bisa masakkin buat cowo gw. masa dy terus yg masakkin?
- Ambil SIM
- Les bahasa *ga tau bahasa apaan yg pnting les
- ngumpul bgn temen2

and this is what I actually DO:
- maen DS
- maen Harvest Moon di Wii *addicting! y/n?
- tidur
- maen kucing
- khawatirin moka ama muku

Moka ama Muku adalah nama kelinci gw di malaysia. I know, not-so-creative names, tp yg gw khawtirin adalah..
1. Apakah mereka mendapat makanan dgn baik? 
2. Apakah Paulus dan Stefanie menjaga mereka dgn baek?
3. Akankah mereka beranak?
4. Plis jgn sampe branak?
5. Apa gw kbiri aja?
6. Harga kebiri brapaan??
7. Dan dimana dokter hewan terdekat?
8. Bawanya pake taksi kah? perlu punya kandang jinjing kah?
9. Kapan matinya ya?
10. Apa di sate aja salah satu?
11. Apa gw bikin plot seolah2 mereka kabur pas dibawa maen ke taman?

Kejam bgt ya gw? tp gmn doong....ternyata repot puny 2 kelinci. harusny 1 aja. bingung bingung.

Maaf ya lus..aku tak becus ngurus anak...aku ga cocok jd ibu....jgn salahkan ibu mengandung

/end of drama